bluecarolina

For your smile              I am laughter, By your tears              I am comfort, In your rage              I am fire. By your touch              I am silk, For your eyes              I am beauty, With your word              I am yours.

Why do you comfort me when I'm crying? I have never seen you before but your always there when I need you, The kindness of strangers Im surrounded by you its suffocating but protecting I am part of the sea of strangers why do you pick me out? The kindness of strangers You want to make me happy, you want to see a smile playing on my lips, I do not recognise your face. The kindness of strangers Why do you want to touch my life? Your making a difference and you know it but you see me more clearly then I do you. The kindness of strangers Your comforting is too strong, too powerful i cannot breathe, I try in vain to push away bu

look into the fire, if you can take the light. look and you will start to see, it's power and its might. the power i have always felt surpressing, suffocating, now boils down to the heat comfort i cannot take. my eyes start tear desperately i look away seeking comfort in the dark and bare the familiar fear of good pushing me back but the darkness is so complete i can't breathe its coldness is painful and consuming and so i live in this equilibrium looking to and from the fire...

you gave it to me last night your sweet kiss it was silent but deadly, so painful. my heart was crushed by your deadly kiss. i was entranced, fixed by twisted desire i could not pull away trapped by absolute fear and absolute passion i craved the pain you offered reveled and danced in it yet so terrifying i could not move not even to turn and see your face

I sit here in the dark with music blaring, I used to say you could only appreciate the good times when you have the bad, But now I can't see any silver lining to the huge cloud that is my life. I'm falling, falling, So far, so hard, There's no one to hear my scream, You know this. You look at me in anger, You scream, It's so long, so loud, I want to cover my ears and scream back but I can't. Fear, It grips my heart, so painful, So tightly I can't move, Can't make a sound. Your anger increases, You look like you'll explode, You hit me, once, twice, So many times, it'll never stop. I'm sorry, I'M SORRY! I'm sorry for being b

When you look at me, what do you see? Am I the girl who doesn't know wrong from right? Am I the girl who will always start the fight? Am I the girl who dresses half dead just to feel alive? Or am I the child who'll never be daddy's girl, no matter how hard she may strive, Am I the stranger who you don't notice in the street? Or am I the friend who 'doesn't miss a beat'? Am I the girl who shies away but offers a needy hand? Am I the girl who will always make a stand? Am I the girl who you fear when you walk across the street? Am I the one who you understand as soon as you meet? Next time you look at me, look harder and you will see,

Time, it spans out before us, endless, beautiful, continuous, sometimes it passes quickly, sometimes slow, yet it never changes pace. But as i look upon time in it's glory, in it's awesome poser, i wonder Does it really exist?

With a charming smile you talked us to our doom, you waved at your adoring brainwashed fans, as they screamed at you till their throats bled and their lungs filled with fumes. but you do not see them, you talk into the cameras aimed in your direction, When will you realise you're broadcasting to hollow corpses?