bluecarolina

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That day by bluecarolina, literature

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That day

That day that I heard them talk about you, in a way you will never have heard them. That day everybody shed a tear. That day that was too hot, the church was uncomfortably, yet justifiably full. That day the sun shone brightly off the white coffin that was too small, reflecting your years that were too few. That day marked the end of a very short life, but one more acomplished then any other I have ever been a apart of.

Scars by bluecarolina, literature

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Scars

Kiss away the scars on my skin, touch me deeper then you will expect, and make me feel freer then I ever thought possible. Kiss away the scars on my skin, a kiss for each one. Although they will always leave their mark, It means everything to me that you cared to try. Kiss away the scars on my skin, And fill the spaces they leave with beauty, and smiles, and laughter, but most of all Fill them with you.

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dignity

How can I even begin to apologise for a crime I don't recall commiting? How can I pretend to explain why it happened, when I dont know myself. How can you look at me with desgust? when I dont really believe the story of my deceitfulness that you are feeding me. To the one person who I would never want to hurt, the one person who I am afraid will hurt me, because he can so easily, I hurt more often then anyone else. And he doesnt deserve it. And now with no dignity whatsoever because my own foolishness stripped me of it, too many times to count, I must tell you... something.

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The kindness of strangers

Why do you comfort me when I'm crying? I have never seen you before but your always there when I need you, The kindness of strangers Im surrounded by you its suffocating but protecting I am part of the sea of strangers why do you pick me out? The kindness of strangers You want to make me happy, you want to see a smile playing on my lips, I do not recognise your face. The kindness of strangers Why do you want to touch my life? Your making a difference and you know it but you see me more clearly then I do you. The kindness of strangers Your comforting is too strong, too powerful i cannot breathe, I try in vain to push away bu

Fire by bluecarolina, literature

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Fire

look into the fire, if you can take the light. look and you will start to see, it's power and its might. the power i have always felt surpressing, suffocating, now boils down to the heat comfort i cannot take. my eyes start tear desperately i look away seeking comfort in the dark and bare the familiar fear of good pushing me back but the darkness is so complete i can't breathe its coldness is painful and consuming and so i live in this equilibrium looking to and from the fire...

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broken by bluecarolina, literature

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broken

I sit here in the dark with music blaring, I used to say you could only appreciate the good times when you have the bad, But now I can't see any silver lining to the huge cloud that is my life. I'm falling, falling, So far, so hard, There's no one to hear my scream, You know this. You look at me in anger, You scream, It's so long, so loud, I want to cover my ears and scream back but I can't. Fear, It grips my heart, so painful, So tightly I can't move, Can't make a sound. Your anger increases, You look like you'll explode, You hit me, once, twice, So many times, it'll never stop. I'm sorry, I'M SORRY! I'm sorry for being b

what do you see? by bluecarolina, literature

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what do you see?

When you look at me, what do you see? Am I the girl who doesn't know wrong from right? Am I the girl who will always start the fight? Am I the girl who dresses half dead just to feel alive? Or am I the child who'll never be daddy's girl, no matter how hard she may strive, Am I the stranger who you don't notice in the street? Or am I the friend who 'doesn't miss a beat'? Am I the girl who shies away but offers a needy hand? Am I the girl who will always make a stand? Am I the girl who you fear when you walk across the street? Am I the one who you understand as soon as you meet? Next time you look at me, look harder and you will see,

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The Way by Gingerbread1814, literature

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The Way

The Way The way you smile When you look at me The way our eyes Always seem to meet The way you laugh At the things I say The way you linger Instead of walking away The way you say I'm pretty damn cool The way your eyes Agree and say it too The way your hand Always seems to find mine The way you hold me To tell me everything will be fine The way I instinctively Know when you're here The way I cam make Your frown disappear The way I can whisper And have you wake up with a smile The way I have every memory Stored away on file The way I shiver When you brush past The way my heart tells me This is going to last The way

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You mean more to me than words can ever say; Your smile can cheer me up no matter how low i'm feeling; I'd die for you in an instant, without a thought; I've cried countless tears for you; Laughed for hours with you; Talked about everything with you; Spent ridiculous amounts of time with you and yet never got bored; Your so special to me it hurts; I love you so much i miss you when your not there; I would destroy anyone who ever harmed you; Break anyone who wronged you; Track down and torture anyone who broke your heart; And stay with you until it's mended; I don't think you'll ever understand how much I love; How much I treasur

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Under my spell by bluecarolina, literature

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United Kingdom
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Nottingham
Favourite genre of music: not sure
MP3 player of choice: Archos
Skin of choice: mine
Favourite cartoon character: patrick from spongebob
Personal Quote: i am deeply unimpressed

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bluecarolina

Nov 2, 2007

Going away to college

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Life is strange. I have moved out and i didnt even really realise i had. I thought when i went to uni it would be like going away for a couple of weeks and then coming back home and everything will be the same, but it is not like that atall. I have moved out and become an independant adult while my back was turned so i couldnt even put up a fight. I miss everything now about home, but not because i want to go back but because i know when i do it will all be different, and it wont really be my home anymore, or not to the same degree. some of my friends here are more like my family then any friends i have had before. I have been able to leave

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bluecarolina

Feb 16, 2007

Devious Journal Entry

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"In our frantic search for the living, we only find more dead." - not sure who said this, i was just looking through my old diary and i saw i had written it down, as though it was a quote. i cant help finding it too true x

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bluecarolina

Nov 8, 2006

sorry!

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Hello folks havent been on my computer in ages so i have let this page go to pot, sorry! ok im going to whinge on now, so feel free to not read... i havent been online in ages im tired and should be in bed my boyfriend is 8years older then me... and i think too much. i got an offer from nottingham last night, and i dont really know how i feel about it... my bestfriend in the world, the person i love more then anyone has turned into a big fucking moron who considers destroying himself far more important then anything else right now. the one person i look up to to the point of idolisation HAS STARTED IGNORING ME!!!!!! i should be revis

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Dec 4, 2009

Thank you so much for the watch

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Jan 29, 2008

Heey,

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May 23, 2007

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Fogu

Jan 3, 2007

How do you post the poems?

I can't get mine up.

Oh yea, New Year Resolution. Catch up with the posted poetry. You'll be getting alot of comments while I'm out of school.

bluecarolina

Jan 15, 2007

for the frequently used catagory you go on a literature one, and then for that big box you click on "add text" instead of "add file"
sorry just saw this message now, if that isnt clear ask me again.
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okies. thank you.

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